God I love my life! I go to festivals, I play music, I have great friends, a great job, my family is awesome. What else is there. Do I still miss my ex? Yes, and I probably always will. But there's this new guy that as much as I have tried to talk myself into possibly self destructing and running away from the situation, I can't. He treats me really well. He's so talented I can't stand it and he just spoils me! I feel like we could go a long way together. How do you walk away from that. I had a great weekend. By the way, I just met my new boyfriend's parents which was pretty nerve racking but they wanted to meet me and I couldn't say know. Well anyways, we went out and low and behold I sit down with his family and there directly across the room from me was prince charming's parents. Talk about awkward. Well at least that gave me some closure. This new guy kinda loves me. I have no idea where it's going and the boyfriend term is actually weird to me too since..... Well it just is. But a good friend of mine told me to treat life like Disney. Enjoy the ride until I get dizzy then get off of it! Hopefully I won't get dizzy! Being ride sick is really no good especially when you are riding the life coaster! I watched the boys play music which was pretty cool because I played one live with them and I've never done that on guitar before. And all and all, though it was kinda schwilly, I had a blast! Now it's time to settle down and get back to work. My show starts saturday and I will be rocking the schoolhouse as Shullie. I'm pretty nervous about that one! And that means tonight I definately have to make time to get my hair done. Wish me luck on breaking my legs!

Also, check out this new song I just found. Not too bad!